So I'm sitting here, on my couch at 6am.....on a public holiday.....thinking about something I really want to blog, but seriously weighing up the pros & cons of putting this piece of information out there. This 'issue' has caused a bad dream, which in turn has made me wake up in tears.
I totally get why B headbutts brick walls!
It's not a serious 'issue' - meaning it won't potentially physically harm anyone if I do or do not talk about it ...(except maybe me).
It could possibly have adverse emotional effects on a couple of people I love & care about if I do talk about it, so in that sense, it could become a serious issue if I blog about it. It may not have a huge impact on these people, but do I really want to take that risk? There is a remote chance it could all work out really well, but that usually happens only in the movies. So I really want to talk about this, but there isn't anyone to discuss it with. <That's not a "feel-sorry-for-poor-single-Rachel" line either, it's just the state of things.
Do I just continue to keep ths 'issue' to myself, possibly giving myself more disturbing dreams and a potential ulcer, but saving certain people from possibly being upset? Do I harden the proverbial up and just work it out for myself and/or let it go, getting on with life? Or is this as much an important part of life as anything else?
Thank goodness it's Easter, and there is a good supply of chocolate within reach.
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